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12/23/04--17:18: Christmas eve (chan 1100084)




well its the 24th of december...
and what a strange day im having...
im angry that i finished my book last night and it ended like halo 2 in a half way.. bring out three or ill burn you to the ground...
ahhh the day of conformity tomorrow...
makes me sick...
oh well...
you cant fight the world i guess...


01/09/05--18:25: Nick, Salo & the wolfman (chan 1100084)




yeah its been a long time since i have made one of these but i would jsut liek for eveyone to catch up on what the fuck is going on with me...

well im on the dole (for you non-kiwis its an unemployment service)
i dont understand why people think its easy...
its not! you have to tell them the same thing over and over...
and they keep telling me look for a job look for a job...
well hello i live 20km out of hastings...
i dont drive and its not like i could walk...
oh well then ummm you will be put in sesonal work...
so im off...
ill be in auckland very very soon...
then i will have to really stick my nose to the stone and find a fla


01/11/05--18:29: all about blood! (chan 1100084)




well...
todays entry is about blood...
first off today i was going to buy my ticket to auckland...
but my uncle and aunt dont want me to stay with them...
so i cant move to auckland...

so im going back to levin...
FUCK!
yeah so...
the resion i cant stay here is becasue ...
my pop has just found out he has Diabetes...

so my uncle doesnt want me and the family i do have cant keep me...

ok let me add another problem...
when i go back to levin i will have no computer use...
the internet cafe closed...

blood blood and more blood...

on an up note (yes there is one)
i went and got the mammoth hunters
being i finished the v


01/15/05--14:42: Please read! (chan 1100084)




well its time to say a long goodbye to the ones i care about...
its been fun to be able to talk to each and everyone of you...
i didnt know how much i cared untill i found out that i wouldnt be able to use the internet...

where should i start...
well theres not better place to start than the person who owns my mind body and heart (how little and black it is)
:iconFragglethesixth: well i will miss you the most i think cathy...
you have been there when i need to be told how much you care...
and i have spent a long time talking and laughing with you...
i am crushed to not be able to talk to you...

*wipes a tear away*

:iconRavenWi


02/11/05--16:55: In town for one show only! (chan 1100084)




yes well i found i had sometime to use and i thought i should post one of these before its to late...
new news?
hmm well i have found a book to read but i think it might be a hard one to find...

oh well what else?
i never liked the 14th of this month untill this year never been asked by someone who i like i guess

i dont know when you will hear from me again...
im going to go down to Welly soon...
and i dont really know what will happen after that..

well i will miss all of you...
if theres anyone left around here that cares about me...


03/24/05--20:38: dead and gone (chan 1100084)




i dont not know why i write this...
mabye this website and the people i meet on it means something to me...
i know now i could pore my heart out...
but i will never get the answer i want in return...

i think i kept things in for to long...
i never will understand about others...
i fear i have no goals and only live and breath because i have to...

the sun sets and then it rises...

it would if i was dead it would if was alive...

i had a goal something to keep on my mind to dream about...

but then i get this feeling in the pit of my stomach and it seems to wash away all the happyness and joy i felt in the past...

im left a


03/25/05--19:32: Chocolate and God... (chan 1100084)




well its that day again....
for some its about a guy (who in my mind really did live but WAS NOT THE SON OF GOD)
you know what ill stop now...
before this turns a few more times and becomes a list of ways to fool people that try to talk about god..
or a way to get away from them on the street...
i just ask what hell is like
i have got the old fire and brimstone speech a few times...

i alwas reply but that doesnt seem that bad...
lakes of fire...
sounds like fun...
come on its not like you can die right!
think of all the people you would meet...

to me hell would be a day in church...
and my feet would hurt and my face would be


03/28/05--18:35: Tickets "sold out" (chan 1100084)




hmmm...
not a strong start...
for the first time in my life my next step has been cloudy...
up to this point my life has been clear ahead and all i did was went along for the ride...
now its not the same...
and i really dont like it

im still happily unavalible!
which its great...
for if i was it would be the end of days for me on this site and i would say goodbye to my work and everyone...

bah its better than what i had planed last time lol...
a date with a petrol can some matchs and the late night train...
thats one way to get into the news i guess...

but then i would hurt to many people...
and for that its not really fair


04/03/05--19:58: weekend (chan 1100084)




well right this second im in Wellington...
at an internet cafe...
i have spent the last few days with Tom...
had some drinks and so laughs...
i might be moving in with my new mate Skidmark Steve....
his other flat mate im told is just like me...
an anal retentive pain in the ass who has to keep things clean
im in lol....
jusr hope warren gets back to me soon....
i played 4 kings...
threw up 4 times...
lol i kept drinking everything with milk...
and well it split worset thing ever....
that by its se3lf made me throw up...
then before that i had added to the vessal and well i ended up drinking that...
the only thing i hate about


08/10/05--19:29: Back from Calisto's Wasteland (chan 1100084)




*A long haired dirty man stands alone atop a Valley and looks down at the place he knew so well and sees how its changed*

well love me or not im here again...
a little older and a little wiser...

do you remember me?
do i have followers still...
has 2-3 months been to long...

i was a fool to stay away for so long...

the 3rd of april was the last time i was here...

a long time...
for a person that is....
for me...


08/11/05--20:44: Depression thy name is Salo (chan 1100084)




as thy has been away thy has seen that thys pageveiws have stayed much the same...
and everyone elses has gone and passed me...
Depressing...

tho i am to be back to the wasteland the i know as hell...

i fool myself and say to thyself its a long time away...
to if i take each day and second at a time this week in the sunlight might last a lifetime...

had my hair cut today...
i miss my anime bad guy hair and its only been about 4hours since it was cut from my head...

oh yeah...
i was buying takeaways a week or so ago when Tom was in town..
the asian lady thought i was 15...
now with my hair shorter and my thigh ticklers gone


08/15/05--16:44: Honey & Lemon Tea (chan 1100084)




as i sit here with my honey & Lemon Tea...

i wonder about the point of it all...
theres something very peaceful about watching the world at the bottem of my tea cup

as i chew my Lemon seeds...
and lick the honey from my lips...
i think of all the people i have talked to over the year and a bit i have been here in this Hall...

with my tea empty...
and two seeds in my mouth the laptop hums...

grinding them against my teeth...
i stear at my reflection in the TV...
and where will i ever find the answer to it all?

i have steared into hot cups of coffee...
and cold glasses of beer


i always get the same answer ...
what i


12/19/05--17:10: if you know me read this!!! (chan 1100084)




want to know where i have been?
the darkness...
i spent about four months in the darkness...
i was writting a book!
i have about 48 pages written now of which im happy with...
its the great thing about my creative ness i can pick up any part and add...

oh yeah and i have joined the NZ Army!
lol
suck on that...

yeah yeah i know i clamed to be a anti-conformist and i am...

but im bored with life and after working out like i have this year i want my body to be as strong as my mind...

almost there...

SaloHcin-The King Of Strange


12/20/05--17:29: Xmas the Money monster! (chan 1100084)




burn Xmas!!!

i love my new cd...
Queens of the stone age- Lullabies to Paralyze

and my new DvD Land of the dead!

i spent the morning in the hell called the warehouse!

i hate people...
lucky i had a Cd in my player with hard rock or i might have knocked someone down!

so i sit here now my shirt open...
my hairy belly pale green...

for all my fans ill try to have a peice of my new work ready for your empty plates!


12/21/05--11:46: i just curse the sun so i can howl at the moon (chan 1100084)




last night i woke up for no resion...
i lay there for a second and i knew it was the middle of the night...
i moved slowly to make sure i really was awake...
i rolled over to my right a little and slowly opened my eyes...

i was blinded by the moon...
it was like i had looked right into the sun!

my intire bed was bathed in moonlight!
wish i could share it with someone...

never mind that...

if you like good music and arent fans of them already!
Queens of the stoneage!!!!
i got the dvd/cd pack for there new peice of Rock Gold!
and i watched the dvd there were some cool people in it ...
Jack black.. one of the guys from ZZtop


12/22/05--11:18: *walks back and forth* (chan 1100084)




is it too long!?
hmmm 9000 words too long for you to read!
try writting that many!
you were all "put it up Salo we love you"
and i replyed "well my lovely ladys i dont want to dissapoint you!"

and what have you done?
nothing!

...
i want comments people!
i dont care if you read so much your eyes fall out!

comment or i break your legs
then i will keep you locked away in my house and you will never see sunlight again!


12/23/05--11:17: these are fun! so do it Damnit! (chan 1100084)




what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. I asked u to have sex?
10. i asked u out?

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me


12/24/05--11:11: Merry Fucking Christmas you Cunts! (chan 1100084)




its the 25th here in the land of the long white cloud!
im going to be eatting all day and drinking all night!

so to everyone to the north! have a nice day tomorow!
to the kiwis like me who are on today!
Merry Christmas boys and girls!

and i will try to not eat to much!

MERRY CHIRSTMAS
from Salo- the demon santa


12/24/05--11:11: Merry Fucking Christmas you Cunts! (chan 1100084)




its the 25th here in the land of the long white cloud!
im going to be eatting all day and drinking all night!

so to everyone to the north! have a nice day tomorow!
to the kiwis like me who are on today!
Merry Christmas boys and girls!

and i will try to not eat to much!

MERRY CHIRSTMAS
from Salo- the demon santa


12/25/05--11:29: What a day! (chan 1100084)




it was so long and hot...
like me haha...

i have problems i know...

i was so tired yesterday!
i want to know how your day went so tell me!


12/26/05--12:03: Check out my bright red skin! (chan 1100084)




well i went fishing yesterday...
i got 5 fish...
my dad and uncle got 2 each

the top of my chest is a little red...
my arms got a light tan and my right elbow got burnt!
its red looks really funny!
going hunting today might get a deer!


12/27/05--17:24: New stuff... (chan 1100084)




i got me some new clothes...
a new black dress shirt...
and some shoes...

i got a hair cut too...
fuck im sexy...

run girls save your hearts!
lol

no one would want me lol...

the taste of a gun barrel gets better every day!


12/28/05--20:18: life could be worse! (chan 1100084)




hello my dears!
life could be worse!
i spent the last few hours with my cousin

going fishing at 4am tomorow


12/30/05--12:30: 12drinks! (chan 1100084)




its new years baby!
and i have some beer to drink tonight!

im going to get smashed!
Smashed!

me dad and some friends are going camping!
ill be sitting next to a river with a beer in hand!


01/01/06--20:55: Camping and 20+ drinks (chan 1100084)




well i went camping!
and i took about 19 photos

its was lots of fun!
gots some eels!
they will be going into the smoker
yummm!

really tired!
going to sleep like a log!


01/04/06--10:30: come on 35! (chan 1100084)




i only have 35 more page veiws before 4000...
i know thats not much...
but for a guy thats almost never on the site anymore i think its pretty good...

oh yes no comments yet on my new peice...

i wonder why!

its a little cold this morning...
pitty for me i sleep naked...

im only typing with one hand and my wrist is getting sore...


01/05/06--10:34: Wheres my Raven (chan 1100084)




oh dear i hope she is ok!
meh i over think things!

then again my paranioa has been right before!

comment on my work you little fucks!

you King demonds it!


01/06/06--10:57: Naked... (chan 1100084)




its 7:52am im still in bed naked...
im going to vist my family they are staying at cliffton beach...

i dont like being any where to long i dont like crowds...

they use to go out before christmas but they never get any sleep with people drunk running around until 4am...

then i stayed out there i think three of four years ago...
i only got to sleep because i can sleep anywhere.


01/09/06--10:35: i have been up for less than an hour... (chan 1100084)




i already hate this fucking day!

hey thanks to Raven i have 4000+ pageveiws!

thanks baby! you will get the next peice of my story when i get then end of yours!
end my suffering!

now for the rest of if you even read this rant im spilling...

its 2006 lets all do the world a favour lets not throw things out of proportion!

life is what it is...
life...

im going to go one year without feeling like killing myself!


01/12/06--10:26: its a 9/12! (chan 1100084)




haha inside joke!

any way i leave for the army on the 20th...
19th for most of you...
i go back to hell on the 20th...
then fly from the north island to the south on the 23rd...

thats next friday...
thursday for you up top people...

have you seen what i look like now?
what do you think?


01/15/06--16:23: Deer Hunter! (chan 1100084)




well...
yesterday me and my Father went hunting...
we got all packed up the day before
and got up at 4:30am
got there about 5:30am
started out...
the rivers were so cold...
theres nothing like being knee deep in icey water to wake you up...
you may think thats easy knee deep...
any deeper and you wouldnt be able to cross...
its that swiftthen try crossing 30!

about 7am we had a snack i had made
cold lamb sandwichs
a bit of a drink
and set off after some fresh sign
(foot prints for all you un outdoorzy types)
i followed my father about 6meter behind
inspecting the fresh sigh
it looked strange to me at the time
dad signale


01/17/06--10:59: Hey check out the new photos! (chan 1100084)




i have the new photos of myself...
thanks the the shake up with the Photography section...
they are in my scraps...

i hope to have the photos of the Deer up...
plus some more after i get back from town...
its 8am now...
ill be back on at 1pm

talk to you then my Fans!


01/18/06--16:31: No Photo's Sorry! (chan 1100084)




I wanted to put up the four i got of the day we went hunting....
but Da wuldnt load them!

grrr so very pissed!


01/19/06--09:38: GoodBye for now (chan 1100084)




Well...
its 6:36am fridad the 20th...
im leaving soon...

i would like to say good bye...
to all the girls that make my life a bit better!
thank you...
see you in six weeks people!


03/06/06--14:06: Back from Heaven (chan 1100084)




Stuck in Hell...

Civy World sucks!
i hate it!
i miss my 5:30am wake ups!
my body burning from PT
30second showers
polishing my boots
getting yelled at
my friends
marching
Drill
the feeling you get when you get a second to lie down

i cant stop eating junk food!
im so fit its not funny...
i have a lung infection and i could still kick your ass...

oh yeah thats from the 50km pack walk across the south island
got stuck in the Army Ward a few times...

yeah so all NZers LSV!!!!
go or i will kill you!

list of things to do...
rest
watch the Dvds i got yesterday!
stop eating chocolate
join the army for real
keep fit



03/16/06--16:55: St Patties Day *kill lambs, drink beer" (chan 1100084)




yeah shock horror i wearing Green!
with a black shirt and black pants that is...and my chains etc.
yeah i got a free green shirt and i have been ironing it like my DPM's so i dont get to home sick for the army lol...

lets see...
yeah have a lamb or two to kill after tea...
have a beer or two to drink after that hehe...

moving to my new flat on Monday...
going to join the gym...
find a job for myself until June...
then its army time again yes!

so Civy Hell...
it will be ok i guess...
well i hope it will be ok...

going to take a look at my LSV photos today...
been too busy to look yet lol...

going hunting on Sat back Su


03/17/06--15:02: 80 dvds 45 cds + i found my hair product (chan 1100084)




yeah i counted my Dvds and Cds...
just got...
Sin City - cool movie very very cool dark
Tears of the Sun- watch this at LSV one of our staff had been to Fuji during the upset there...
Black Hawk Down- good movie love it
Hitchhickers- not as good as the old BBC tv show but ok good movie
GITS stand alone complex vol 6- does any one else think that the Major is Bi?
12 monkeys- great movie Brad pitt is an actor people! just he gets shit roles as of late
the Jackel- good movie

and i just got
SteppenWolf Gold- love Magic carpet ride
The Cult - singles Love the Cult
Led Zep - remasters love Led Zep when rock was about music...
i re


03/23/06--14:19: The 6th on next month (chan 1100084)




i got a letter...
i have two tests to complete on the 6th

wish me luck!
goign to hit the Gym!


05/11/06--16:40: wow 12/05/86 (chan 1100084)




its my birthday...
im 20...
yeah thats about it...
been working a lot...
so yeah...
if you miss me and are female
send me a naked photo to me for my birthday!


05/15/06--22:06: Hmmm when were you homeless? (chan 1100084)




yeah a day or so ago i was homeless...
other than that....
im cool
getting a laptop on thursday...
cant wait!


05/18/06--03:11: almost a fucking great day! (chan 1100084)




sorry people it was only a great day...
i got my new laptop!
i got a webcam
i got new wireless head phones
i got wireless internet
i got the new collectable RHCP's Lp
i got a Pearl Jam dvd
and i got GITS S.A.C Vol 7!


05/30/06--01:45: Pain! (chan 1100084)




yeah thats the only way i could describe my new job...
i am pruning and tying berry canes...
and thorns hurt....
my legs and arms are all cut up..
my back hurts...

why do i do this you ask...
today i reached the flag $120 anyone?

the five steps to happyness

step one- pay off laptop- 25weeks
step two- save up $9000 in 12 months
step three- move to Canada
step four- settle down
step five- get a great job

*end statment*
does anyone have a copy of Maynards Dick by Tool?
i have the full verson but its a pain to find 7mins on the track
i am also looking for other tracks...
so yeah if you like good Rock...
msn my badass sel


06/10/06--12:27: ahhh new job just as bad (chan 1100084)




SaloHcin is in pain...
my hands hurt my legs hurt...
well least im getting payed more...
fuck it its sunday fuck working today..


06/23/06--01:02: Cluster Fuck! (chan 1100084)




the worst day of my life in a long damn time!
ok first i woke up at 1am shivering but i wasnt cold then about 30 mins later i threw up a lot that was nasty then i got up at 2am to go got my shit together had the worst trip in the world my stomach was trying to kill me the whole time and on top of that my seat was very hard and it made my ass go to sleep all the time so other than that it was a shit trip anyway...
when we got to the ferry it took an hour to get on the bloody thing...
i went to the bar and went to sleep woke up lots got up watched us port then back in the shitty Van lots of fucking around and then we got here and then it tur


06/23/06--23:31: New Images "must see" (chan 1100084)




http://salohcin.deviantart.com/scraps/

veiw them or count your last days on earth


07/02/06--21:49: Alcohol- Petone (chan 1100084)




well i have been consumed back into the world outside of work...
drinking, Spa's, pubs...
its really great...
everyday i have had been drunk or consumed Alcohol
got a temp job...
looking for more work...

The Yeah Yeah Yeahs in Auck's i will be there...


07/07/06--16:36: Stolen From MG... read it damnit (chan 1100084)




yeah i so stole this...

Name: SaloHcin or SmokingCrow
Birthday: 12 May 1886
Birthplace: Hastings Womans Hospital
Current Location: Wellington- Petone- New Zealand
Eye Color: Steel
Hair Color: Brownish black
Height: 5'10
Right Handed or Left Handed: both!
Your Heritage: i was raised by Wolf's
The Shoes You Wore Today: not even weaing a shirt why would i have shoes on!?
Your Weakness: Food
Your Fears: Loseing my one true love...
Your Perfect Pizza: MEAT with BBQ sauce!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pay off my Lapy get a O'rsum Jurb
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: sexy sexy sexy...
Thoughts First


07/16/06--14:26: freaking out... (chan 1100084)




i'm not having a good day...
i think i might go drink three beers...


07/27/06--22:27: i feel F**ked (chan 1100084)




i don't know what it is...
but the f word seems to sum it up well...


08/02/06--17:08: Two Jurbs!!! (chan 1100084)




Well now i work at Subway Petone and this Nice Indian place as kitchen Staff
Frodo (Tom) is working at the Pub
i have work tonight (yay) i will rub my first pay check in all your faces!!!
Bahahahahahahhaha!
what else is new?
ummmm...I'm cooler than you!

yeah Two Jurbs..
it pisses me off i was looking for over a month and couldn't find one and now i have two...
thats messed up eh?

anyhoo...
if LastFm was working i would paste the little table showing what i listen to but it's being lame...

Peace


08/03/06--10:02: Indian place = Te gay (chan 1100084)




Salo has one jurb
what a crazy night/morning!


08/05/06--02:49: Cat i'm sorry (chan 1100084)




i'm sorry for the way i acted
i was angry
i'm sorry


08/08/06--17:03: Don't ask (chan 1100084)




don't ask about my last journal

i hate our firewal...


08/19/06--07:22: It's up to you!!! (chan 1100084)




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8yzcPvG6Ek
watch this or i will make up your mind for you!


08/27/06--05:41: My Computer is FUCKED!!! (chan 1100084)




it blue screened a few days ago for the second time
i was running too much so i held that accountable
it blue screened again (checks watch) yesterday...
My computer has an auto disk check that normaly takes about 2 minutes
this time it took 90 then the memory check took about 50 minutes
when it was all going...
nothing would open
nothing would run
it would all stop
i turned it off
and it didn't run another check (thank your god)
and now things are running
just very very very slowly
i have cable internet
100mgs

and a large page takes about 3 seconds to load
FireFox took about 30 seconds to just open...
if i can't get it fixe


08/30/06--21:50: Look Or I Will Cut Out Your Eyes (chan 1100084)




http://www.flickr.com/photos/53422040@N00/?saved=1
yeah you better click it now Mother Fucker!!!


09/19/06--14:53: Stoner Rock (chan 1100084)




yeah...
i love QotSA

(there would be a large Last.Fm chart here but it's being a big fat bitch)

yeah ... i could have a cook new jurb too...
a grill chef in a cafe in Wellington!
worship me lonely mortal...


09/24/06--21:07: YYY's Week (chan 1100084)




well a few things are happening this week
i start my new Jurb on this coming Saturday...
have to deal with some work shit...

might take a walk and take some photos...
and try to black mail tom a lil...

this week i will be listening to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs...

Bang Bang Bang the bigger the better
Bang Bang Bang the bigger the better
Bang Bang Bang the bigger the better
Bang Bang Bang the bigger the better

You aint a baby no more baby
You aint no bigger than before baby
I'll rub that cheap black off your lips baby
so take a swallow as i spit baby

As a Fuck son, you sucked
As a Fuck son, you sucked
As a Fuck son, you suc


10/09/06--07:19: i killed ... (chan 1100084)




i was walking home from work in Wellington CBD...
and i had my head phones on...
and as any person the lives in Wellington or NZ knows there are pidgeons everywhere
as i was walking one was walking along in front of me
(pidgeons have a blind spot right behind them)
it wasn't walking out of my way
so i gave it a little kick
and from the shock of my large foot hitting it in the ass it took off sideways...
into the side of a bus
SPLAT!

i could help but laugh insanely...
it might have been the fact i was listening to Cradle...

this message brought to you by...
SubWay recoolafnation
eat fresh mother fucker!


11/01/06--01:55: yeah... bye (chan 1100084)




this place holds no point for me anymore...

goodbye..